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Graduation is coming up and the one thing on my mind these past few months is the fact that my mom won’t be around to see me graduate. It brings me to tears just knowing I’m going to go through an exciting experience without my mom,  it has been three years since I last talked to her I miss my momma bear like crazy because she was my best friend, my mom, my companion, and best of all she was my shoulder to cry on.  We use to do everything together, went out to dinner, shopping, traveled, got our nails done, you name it we always did things together.  I’m planning on inviting her to my graduation I’m going to give her tickets to come, if she does I’ll be the happiest girl on earth to know I have my mom to support me from now on. My Nina and Nino want to come as well but idk if my mom and they will get along if both come.  I’m having Jose come along as well and all my family is meeting him for the first time that day, my dad thinks it’s a good idea and I’m glad he’s on board with my ideas. I want my mom to be part of my experience and to be the first of her daughters to graduate high school. I’m not doing this just to please  her, I’m doing this for myself so that in the future I don’t have to say that anyone helped me, I can say I did it all on my own. I’m really thankful  that my dad and I have a close bond and that he agrees with my ideas, thanks to him I’m not the same as when I was with my mom.  I’m also looking into moving out soon and I hope that works out for Jose and I because  my dad is planning to go live in Tijuana and I don’t want to stay here on my own.  I live my days thinking of today not the future because not everything goes as planned.